God,please help me!

today i feel totallyyyyyyyyy down!!!

you know why??it's because i really dun have any opportunity to go to OSIP anymore.
i went through today's interview and i really don't think i spoke right. every sentence that i spoke,i really feel it was not satisfied..somemore,ms. SIm told me that i might not be going because i'm the only ONLY girl who sign up for the JOHOR BAHRU! i absolutely think that the guys appear higher chances to go to OSIP malaysia!haizzz...why the guys are always so dominant.=(
i'm very down..

it's not easy i think...because i've been praying that i can clear this interview.maybe i got too much pressure from the interviewers or maybe the rest of the guys answered better than me. they are very good in talking.very confident.
oh no!now the regrets come and remind me why i didn't study harder last time.if i did so,maybe there will be higher chance for me to win the interviewer.i regretted!

but i believe that whatever it is, God has better plan..maybe my destiny is not in Johor.or maybe i'll have better chance for me to grow and learn more in Singapore. i just let Him do the "work".
anyway,...if i cant excel in Singapore,why should i bother to excel in Malaysia.
Now,i'm very pesimistic.

God,help me!